The Call

AT 2:51 P.M., P.S.T., THE DOCTOR*S OFFICE CALLED. THE RESULTS HAD BEEN
IN, AND THE REPORT OF FINDINGS HAD BEEN SHARED WITH ME, ABOUT MY
PELVIC ULTRA SOUND, BY MY FAVORITE P.A. THE NEWS IS NOT GOOD. THEY
FOUND 2 AREAS OF CONCERN. I MUST PICK UP MY AUTHORIZATION/REFERAL
TOMORROW TO BE ABLE TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT TO GO TO THE OBGYN FOR
POSSIBLE EVASIVE PROCEDURE. TO JAMES, I THINK THIS IS WHAT GOD MEANT
WHEN HE INSTILLED IN YOUR HEART FOR ME THAT IT MAY NOT BE THE ANSWER I
WANT TO HEAR, BUT THAT MY PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED. I AM GREATFUL HE ALSO
INSTILLED IT IN YOUR HEART THAT I WILL GET THROUGH THIS. THAT I CAN DO
THIS. PRAISE GOD!! I WILL PRAY FOR A MIRACLE THAT I AM COMPLETELY
HEALED BEFORE THE EVASIVE STUFF THAT MAY OCCUR. THEN, I WOULD HAVE
PROOF OF ANOTHER MIRACLE, ALL FOR THE GLORY OF GOD. THE OIL SHOULD BE
HERE BEFORE THE APPOINTMENT AT THE OBGYN. I WILL TELL THEM, ALL OF
THEM, DO THE TEST AGAIN. DO THE ULTRASOUND AGAIN. IN THE WORDS OF
PATSY RAMSEY, GO BACK TO THE DRAWING BOARD. THE P.A. STATED IT IS NOT
ANYTHING TO WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT, BUT THAT IT NEEDS TO BE LOOKED INTO,
AND TAKEN CARE OF. I WILL KEEP Y*ALL POSTED. I MUST CALL MY FAMILY
NOW. I WAS ON THE PHONE WITH MY GOOD FRIEND, TALIESIN, WHEN I GOT THE
CALL WAITING FROM THE DOC*S OFFICE. TALIESIN CALLED ME RIGHT BACK TO
HEAR THE RESULTS. SHE WAS HOPING FOR THE BEST. SHE WAS ABLE TO GET
THROUGH FOR MY CELL NET WAS NOT RUNNING. THANXX TO TALIESIN FOR
SHOWING ME CONCERN ON WHETHER OR NOT MY HEALTH INSURANCE COVERAGE WILL
COVER THIS. THANK YOU FOR BEING KINDLY CONSIDERATE. ABOUT ALL OF THIS,
I FEEL A WAIT (COMPLETE FREUDIAN SLIP ;)) ... WEIGHT OFF OF MY
SHOULDERS. LIKE TERRY STATED, IT IS THE NOT KNOWING THAT GETS TO YOU
MORE. WELL, NOW, I KNOW, A LITTLE MORE. GOOD TIMING, FOR MY ABDOMEN
WAS SWELLING UP AGAIN. ON TO GIVING MY FAMILY THE NEWS. SOME FAMILY
MEMBERS ALREADY KNOW. *SD