X Marks The Spot

I have run the gamut. Now it is time to map things out. *SDRoads

To View

O.k. I just picked up my diagnostic and cytology reports. Step 3. *SD ...

I got it!

It came! The oil arrived in the mail from Egypt via Georgia!! I am so
excited! Furthermore, it arrived at the same time frame I am hopin the
bus with my friend to go get the authorization/referal to the obgyn!
Interesting. Gotta jett. *SD

To Cry and Hyperventilate

"It*s an outpatient procedure. You have nothing to worry about!"
"Shall I Google how many people die from this sort of thing? Shall
I?!" ... "They take gas in insert it in to move organs out of the way!
MOVE ORGANS OUT OF THE WAY!!" jumps out of rocking chair and paces
"Well, not me! Uh uh! Not for me! I am not having that! We*re going to
have a miracle is what we are going to have! You wait and see! I am
going to have my before papers with proof showing what I had, and then
I am going to have my papers showing I have nothing. God is going to
take it all away!" thinks of how whatever ye may ask, ye shall receive
"He can, ya know!! You wait and see!" ~ A page out of my life.
*SDRoads P.S. "Any way, some people get put to sleep and still feel
it, ya know! And they can*t do anything about it cause they*re
paralized!!" ... Yeah, I Google. "I gotta be more like Shanathan. He
got put to sleep, no problem. Shanathan is brave."

To Study

I am studying up on what is going to happen to me given the diagnosis,
from invasive and non invasive procedures, pain levels, and modern
medicine to alternative medicine, along with homeopathic, natural, and
alternative care and cures. Another journey begins for me and this
family. Come along for the ride, all you who are heavilly burdened
with physical complications. Don*t go it alone. We can take the
journey together. We will stop off to smell the roses every so often.
;) *SD SDRoads@gmail.com