Thursday 26 February 2009
Oh my gosh. It*s freezing!
Walking down this main boulevard, back from the doctor office, I am so cold. And, I am holding back tears, harder than the wind is holding them at bay. The doc said he is going to send me to the GI specialist. He quickly, and almost unintelligibly, as most doctors speak, and write, for that matter,stated what he will have ordered, as he made notes. Among the garbled noise, I detected something straight away. I heard the dreaded word, laparoscopy. I escaped it before, on a hunch that a previous doc was wrong many years ago. I was correct. You see, he had told me and my first husband I may not be able to have kids. Well, we decided to not have the lap, and I was pregnant with Joe, a.k.a. Pookie, the very next month. But this, I may not be able to escape this. Not this time. But, maybe. I*ve been studying up on these types of things, since I swelled up again, with pains. I checked out books from the campus library, and Googled a lot. I think you have to be put TO SLEEP for that. Oh no! Let*s see, colposcopy last year.... That was easy. There is a ready made hole for that one! But, not with the laparoscopy. Oh no. Oh God. This isn*t good. *SD
You know, SpringTime will be here soon.
As well as Easter, not to mention Summer. I would like to not be in pain, or sick, for these special times and seasons. I vow to do everything I can to get well. *SDRoads
This seems to be changing.
This is, in part, a Tribute To Marilyn Monroe. Here is a beautiful and rare picture found at www.55max.com. -SD
Norma Jean just loved children. -SD
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photos from www.sexualityinart.wordpress.com and www.pro.corbis.com
In honor of Marilyn~
Thinking of her strength and kindness. I mentioned below that I want to emulate that strength. I have become a bit weak these days. This picture is dedicated to her. It is a photo of me, now entitled, Norma Jeane~ The Essence. It had been entitled "Norma Jean~ Pure. -SD
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photo of Chatta/SD from the SDR files
photo of Marilyn/Norma Jean, after a shower, from flickr
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