Tuesday 11 August 2009

The Call

AT 2:51 P.M., P.S.T., THE DOCTOR*S OFFICE CALLED. THE RESULTS HAD BEEN
IN, AND THE REPORT OF FINDINGS HAD BEEN SHARED WITH ME, ABOUT MY
PELVIC ULTRA SOUND, BY MY FAVORITE P.A. THE NEWS IS NOT GOOD. THEY
FOUND 2 AREAS OF CONCERN. I MUST PICK UP MY AUTHORIZATION/REFERAL
TOMORROW TO BE ABLE TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT TO GO TO THE OBGYN FOR
POSSIBLE EVASIVE PROCEDURE. TO JAMES, I THINK THIS IS WHAT GOD MEANT
WHEN HE INSTILLED IN YOUR HEART FOR ME THAT IT MAY NOT BE THE ANSWER I
WANT TO HEAR, BUT THAT MY PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED. I AM GREATFUL HE ALSO
INSTILLED IT IN YOUR HEART THAT I WILL GET THROUGH THIS. THAT I CAN DO
THIS. PRAISE GOD!! I WILL PRAY FOR A MIRACLE THAT I AM COMPLETELY
HEALED BEFORE THE EVASIVE STUFF THAT MAY OCCUR. THEN, I WOULD HAVE
PROOF OF ANOTHER MIRACLE, ALL FOR THE GLORY OF GOD. THE OIL SHOULD BE
HERE BEFORE THE APPOINTMENT AT THE OBGYN. I WILL TELL THEM, ALL OF
THEM, DO THE TEST AGAIN. DO THE ULTRASOUND AGAIN. IN THE WORDS OF
PATSY RAMSEY, GO BACK TO THE DRAWING BOARD. THE P.A. STATED IT IS NOT
ANYTHING TO WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT, BUT THAT IT NEEDS TO BE LOOKED INTO,
AND TAKEN CARE OF. I WILL KEEP Y*ALL POSTED. I MUST CALL MY FAMILY
NOW. I WAS ON THE PHONE WITH MY GOOD FRIEND, TALIESIN, WHEN I GOT THE
CALL WAITING FROM THE DOC*S OFFICE. TALIESIN CALLED ME RIGHT BACK TO
HEAR THE RESULTS. SHE WAS HOPING FOR THE BEST. SHE WAS ABLE TO GET
THROUGH FOR MY CELL NET WAS NOT RUNNING. THANXX TO TALIESIN FOR
SHOWING ME CONCERN ON WHETHER OR NOT MY HEALTH INSURANCE COVERAGE WILL
COVER THIS. THANK YOU FOR BEING KINDLY CONSIDERATE. ABOUT ALL OF THIS,
I FEEL A WAIT (COMPLETE FREUDIAN SLIP ;)) ... WEIGHT OFF OF MY
SHOULDERS. LIKE TERRY STATED, IT IS THE NOT KNOWING THAT GETS TO YOU
MORE. WELL, NOW, I KNOW, A LITTLE MORE. GOOD TIMING, FOR MY ABDOMEN
WAS SWELLING UP AGAIN. ON TO GIVING MY FAMILY THE NEWS. SOME FAMILY
MEMBERS ALREADY KNOW. *SD

Olivia

We, here at the site, are sorry to learn of Olivia Newton John*s
sadness. Me, I*m still waiting for that doctor office call (What else
is new? LoL :o) ). *SD

Howdy y*all.

Please stay tuned. I have some great posts coming. I don*t have time
to text type everything now. As usual, workin from the cell. I STILL
don*t have a home computer, or even a home phone, for that matter.
But, I will, someday. My financial situation will improve, once I am
feeling better. My posts of the day will include a wonderful tribute
to the late Eunice Kennedy Shriver; info about Varian, a cancer
treatment; an update to our JonBenet Ramsey coverage; and a newsflash
about the national health insurance crises and battle. Oh, and a
sooner than expected health crises update about yours truly. I am
looking forward to the day when I can go back to what I do here. I am
always so busy taking care of my family, my health crises, and our
futures, I don*t have time to dedicate myself to this site the way
that I want to. And, I need to. I have my mission, along with my
convictions. I want to state to all of those who follow the site the
usual thank you, but also something more. For those who comment and
all those who write in to the email accounts, thank you for your
consideration and time spent reading my site. This site is still in
the beginning stages. I have been so busy caring for my family,
health, and welfare, that not only do I not have the time to dedicate
to this site the way I want, but I also get exhausted. You see, this
family goes through a lot. But, that is o.k. You see, I won*t miss the
chance of turning lemons into lemonade. That is why this site is here.
We don*t mind sharing our personal journies of any obstacles in life
that arise with the public, because I know, we all know, that helping
others is important. And we won*t give up just because it suits
another, or others. I am proud of this family. I don*t mention all
this family does to help others, and help themselves. Part of the
reason is because of how one of the gentlemen of this family was
raised; It doesn*t count if you tell. ;) But not one of this family
neglects any part of the family, or our health. Ever! Guess that was
just instilled in us. But, it is also a personal choice to not neglect
those most special things. And I won*t allow anyone to state that we
neglect family and health without a response. That, to neglect, is the
antithisis of even this very site. If I can find time to help any
cause in my busy life, why shant I? Look, I can only report so much
here. I don*t report all of our family news. So, no one can truly
judge us, nor me. Nor should they. I hold my dreams, goals, missions,
and convictions dear, against all odds. And I won*t give up. Doesn*t
it say in the great Book that God gives us the desires of our heart?
Well, like with marriage, let no man pull that asunder. I also believe
that the desires of our heart are, in part, a choice. It is a
wonderful blend and balance of God*s creation and our free will, along
with His mercy. I have my desires of my heart, and they bring joy.
They bring joy to me, and sometimes to others. And isn*t that what
life is truly all about? I only report, if you will, document, some of
what I go through, to help others. I don*t mention everything about me
or my family, because A., not enough time, and B., what they do and
what they go through is all apart of their own personal journies. And
those are their stories to tell. I have my convictions and missions
and they are in 7 major parts. One is to help aid in the protection of
children. That is one of the reasons for erecting this site. And, I am
greatful to the people who have written in for that purpose. We can
all help each other. I am proud of this site, stand behind the desires
of my heart, and my missions in my life, and proud to be a member of
this family. My father is a heavyweight prize fighter for the advocacy
of children. Particularly for those with disabilithes, a lot like
Eunice Kennedy Shiver was. So, go easy on us, would ya? :) This is my
commentary, this is my heart. I have to get off of this phone net so
the doc*s office can call through. Yet again, I am advocating for
myself. This time I am getting the office to call me back with the
ultrasound report earlier than the scheduled time. You see, they are
booked solid until the Thursday at nine slot. But, I have waited too
long for this. Another hurdle this family has to overcome, due health
care coverage. I think 3 years is enough. Stay tuned. For the personal
physical pain I have been going through, and the journey I have been
taking, and the documented hurdles I have been hoisting myself over,
and the paths I have taken to overcome just may help you. Something I
write here may spark a light in your life, leading you to your correct
path. You never know. "Who really knows?" ;) *SDRoads P.S. Will proof
read this post later. Outta time as usual. Though I have gotten to be
a pro at text typing really fast. LoL Have a great day now, y*all, ya
hear?