To Notice

It is amazing to me that people can say horrible things about others
so vicously. Especially if and when all they are really doing is lying
about others to get the attention off of themselves in order to cover
up their own malicious acts of varying manner. Hear this, those who
participate in such activity. You always get ratted on, and sometimes
by people you least expect. And, if your dirty deeds have not yet been
illuminated, give it time, they will be. This reminds me of two bible
based theories, more like realities. Whatever is in the dark shall
come to light. Another theory is when the devil is through using you
to do the dirty deeds, he turns on YOU. I feel very blessed and
thankful that there are those who care enough about me to share the
secrets that the dirty deed doers hold. Truth comes at me from every
angle. And, I feel complimented for another theory, the theory of like
attracts like. Those who stay with me through life, or those that I
allow in my life, are full of truth and light. None of us are perfect.
None. Not even those I treasure and keep in my life. I know that what
ever I do is with a pure heart and my intentions are good. But, more
importantly, God knows. And, I am comfortable in my own skin. If a
person thinks they have used me, they must consider this. Perhaps I
let them go so far to see who they really are as people. If they are
not full of light and truth, I take them out of my life. I did not
just fall off the turnip truck. And, for those of you who participate
in listening to the bashing of others, and to those who badmouth
others in order to keep you away from becomming friends with said
people, you should consider this. What if, just what if what they are
saying is not true, is not the case? Then you are listening in vain
and putting walls up for nothing, less just so the person speaking can
detract attention away from themselves and their wrong doing, wrong
doings. And, for those of you whom enjoy the gossip and think that is
fun to badmouth, shame on you. I feel happy and proud to say that the
people I allow to be close to me are all wonderful people. Everyone.
So, to those of you whom are in my life and see me and\or stay in
touch with me now, I respect you and thank you for your friendship
and\or comaderie. God Bless you all, friends and foes. Technically, I
should have no foes, for I am good to people and maintain a pure
heart. I have no worries. We all make mistakes, but I stand on my word
and convictions. And that is my commentary. Have a nice night.
*SDRoads

Hi to all of my friends.

How are you all today? -SD

Oh, oh. I know exactly what happened now!!!

Sorry for any confusion. It was dictated to me over the phone. Ooopps!!!!! :o -SD

Hey there!!!!!!!! Jus us. : )

Local Mayor In Hot Water For Cool Feet

Yes, anyone, for that matter, who tipey toes in the Mayor*s garden at
2 a.m. will get their tootsies wet. Our local Mayor got the beans
spilled on him by an ititial complaint turned full blown investigation
by a NBC news coverage team. His offense, you ask? Illegal watering
during drought season. His reactions were pure classic when confronted
while being filmed. My commentary later. *SD

2 Firefighters Killed In Local Fires

NewsFlash Two L.A. County firefighters killed on Mount Gleason in
local horrific fires. *SDRoads, reporting

A Half A Year*s Time

6 months to the day is the special day. A special dinner will ensue. I
am so excited, for the yay or the nay for it will be a special day,
irregardless. A day to celebrate. Thanxx to a friend. *SDRoads

Fwd: Proper address

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: SD Roads <sdroads@gmail.com>
Date: Sat, 29 Aug 2009 04:18:44 -0700
Subject: Re: Proper address
To: ...@officialpattyduke.com

LoL Now, on the cell net, I can*t see the entire proper address again.
So, I am sending this letter via a reply. I am still watching The
Patty Duke Show. Aaaww It just ended. And the second one is not coming
on. It is Outer Limits. Wait! Did they play two? LoL I am not sure for
my mind is on overload. Many horrible things are happening to me, and
have happened. And, a lot of wonderful things have happened, too. So
much so that I was even offered a book collaboration deal by a well
known author. That would be lovely, to do that. I am telling you this
for a purpose. ;) One by one, all of my dreams are fading away, but
not dying. Still, for something to fade away is a tragedy in and of
itself. Yet, I am not without hope, irregardless of how bad things
get. It reminds me very much of the story of Job in The Word. As you
know, a lot of people have been leaving us; Farrah, Michael, Teddy,
and Dominick, etc.. All the greats, one by one, two by two. Now, Patty
Duke, Mrs. Anna Pearce, is one of the greats. And, not to sound
maccabe, but let*s just say that time is not on our side here. What I
mean by that is she is one of the old time greats, and her greatness
strongly lingers unto this day. One dream I had was to meet Farrah
Fawcett. That aint gonna happen! My newest dream is I wanna meet Anna.
That could happen. Alas! She is still alive. Yes. And, I may just get
lucky enough to meet her, or even just get a call from her, with your
help. ; ) Oh, it is not a matter of life or death, but, let*s just say
there is not much time before the next major bomb drops in my life.
Do you think something could be arranged? Hmmm? A little surprise
perhaps? Hmmmm? My number is (818) 555-1212. My biopsy to check for
cancer is set for the 3rd of this September at 10 a.m. stat. Thank you
for reading this. And with fond thoughts of Patty and Cathy Lane, I
bid you goodnight. *... a.k.a. SD ;) :) :o (That last
emoticon represents surprise, as in THE surprise. LoL)

On 8/15/09, SD Roads <sdroads@gmail.com> wrote:
> Hi again. Well, the other e-mail addres did not get bounced back. So,
> I guess I guessed the right addy. YaaY! I so hope to hear from you.
> *SD
>

Site Updates

To Pay Our Respects: R.I.P. Ted Kennedy and Dominick Dunne. To
Celebrate: We are happy to hear of that young lady, JayCee Dugard,
whom was kidnapped at the age of eleven has returned home after 18
years! Perhaps the parents will reunite again. They are still not
formerly divorced. They (formerly?) separated after the horrific
abduction. Two suspects are being looked at, a couple. Word is, the
young lady was kept in a cage outside the house. The reunion of mother
and daughter soon. I hope the step father gets to go, too. More on her
triumphant story later. A news conference is pending, perhaps
momentarilly away. The site is still on hiatus. However, I wanted to
quickly report the story for it is condusive to the purposes of this
site. On The HomeFront: The Holy oil seems to be helping very much so.
The pain has been resending, both sharp and dull alike, as well as the
symptoms. I must admit, I used it more than once, though, more than
likely, did not need to. ;) I still have my biopsy to test for cancer,
on something that was found, set for the morning of the 3rd. In other
homefront news, we are preparing for the new school year. :) Have a
wonderful day everyone!!! *SDRoads and Family P.S. One day, a reunion
for this family. :)

Miracles never cease.

*SD ;)

Wow

I made it all the way to surchur. Well, the site did, anyway. ;) It
was for aiding in a recovery of a minor in a child abduction case in
Wisconsin. I hope it helps more. Thanxx for stopping by. Keep
Googling. *SD

"You better talk nice to me." Rico to Barney Ross *SD

Aaaww

My baby boy started to draw in 3D!!! :) *SD

Aaaww

My baby boy started to draw in 3D!!! *SD

Upon looking at a satellite picture of a hurricane on the news: "Hey,
look at that water kickin it upside down. ... We*re sideways. .. I
don*t like being sideways. It feels funny. ... Maybe... If we*re that
way and the top is that way, wait, if we*re THAT way and the top is
THAT way, then maybe I should sleep THIS way." ~ SDRoads --- LoL A
page out of my life. *SD

Date Set

I got back from the 2 doctor appointments a bit ago. What a journey, and I don*t mean just vehicular. I*m bushed. More tests. More findings. Thank goodness they are finding these things. My biopsy for possible cancer set for the 3rd, of next month. :o I am so sleepy. If I don*t write again tonight, good night everyone. *SD

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ADDENDUM
Well, it is 8:55 p.m., and I am still up, though sleepy. I can't really go to sleep until my Shanathan retires for the night, as well, unless, someone is there to watch him. I had the opportunity to use my friend's computer. I didn't want to miss the chance to edit the format. (I don't like the way it posts when I send posts from e-mail. I don't know what it is called, I only know I don't like it. LoL Lot's of editing to do.) And, I would like to leave this post on one last note: I never heard more beautiful words from a doc as I did today. Those words were, "Okay, here's the plan." YES!!!!!!! I won't be doing any more editing, after all. I am going back home. I feel really sick to my stomach with this medicine and pain killer I am on. I hope the ginger ale helps. -SD

Great news!!

Good morning, y*all. I have a wonderful medical update to report
regarding one of the things that ails me. But, first, a wee bit more
sleep for me. I had to get up early to take some prescription
medicine. ;) :) *SD

HaPpY hApPy JoY jOy

Intuition told me to get to the hospital today. Good thing, too. They
found something else, and other results are pending. Maybe I can
actually get some sleep tonight. Pain free and in healing mode. Ahhh
But, I am not out of the woods, yet. I still have that obgyn
appointment for the problems with my right ovary and endometrial
thickening, along with another doc appointment. Errr But, enough of
that for now. I want also to write about the current woes of the U.S.
Postal Service, our U.S. Postal Service. They are going to have to
revamp the entire system. There is hope for it yet. And God Bless the
churches of Pico Rivera that resurrected the free lunch program for
children in need. Allehluia! Good night to all. :o Sweet dreams. Sex
and the City is on. Gotta jett. *SD

For Michael

This post is dedicated to Michael, Cheaters biggest fan. :) *SD
www.nocheatersdate.com www.cheaters.com

Waitin Upon Him

I believe I believe I believe I believe I believe I believe upon the
Lord. I believe I believe I believe I believe I believe that my health
will be restored. Be restored. ... *SDRoads

A Moment

Time for a midnight stroll, in the 7 o*clock hour. I am having a real
I Love Lucy moment, as my good friend Ethel waits for me to get ready.
LoL *SD

Persons of Note

EUNICE SHRIVER, whom, acoording to Maria Shriver, her daughter, along
with countless others, was a "fearless warrior for the voiceless".
STAN BROCK, who unselfishly gives medical attention to those in dire
need; whom is deeply saddened for those whom need to be turned away.
PRESIDENT OBAMA, for giving an eleven year old upcoming pro journalist
the chance to conduct an interview with the President himself. And, I
honor one other special person, a family member, whom shall remain
anonymous, who helps me ENORMOUSLY in muddling through. ;) :) *SD

Afghanistan

My prayers are with the women of Afghanistan and the country. The
females of the land are in pain of varying type. The women there have
a loss of voting power, no shortage of the garb, and are not without
determination, strong determination. Further, I wish blessings for the
female Presidential hopeful, whose, and I apologize, but whose name
escapes me at the moment. May God Bless you all. *SDRoads

Paperwork

Eh. It is a day of paperwork, phone calls, and scheduling, both for me
and my volunteer job. I really hoped to be finished with the goals I
set for today by 5 o'clock. Almost met my mark. Went into overtime. Is
that the horn I hear? LoL Time to get off work. :) But, one great
thing about working as a volunteer, at least on the job I have, is
that I have the freedom to create my own schedule of hours. That is
nice. And, I get to keep my college program going by volunteering.
That is nice, too. Only one problem. It sure is hard to do all of
these things when I am not feeling well. My college career is going at
a snail*s pace. But, that*s okay. I am determined to muddle through.
:) Coffee time. *SD

To Clap

I was clapping at dinner because my youngest helped prepare dinner. He
was all proud of his "first potato". He did a wonderful job of making
the mashed potatos for his family. He mentioned it when I was clapping
for myself... At first. LoL Apparently, I had just come up with a
theory that Einstein came up with so many years ago. It was a theory
about the universe and atoms. When I was told, over dinner, that the
things I had just said mirrored a couple a Einstein*s theories, I got
extreemly happy and excitedly bursted out, "YOU MEAN I JUST SAID
THINGS THAT EINSTEIN HAS SAID?!" I very happilly clapped and me
Shanathan looked at me, smiled, and said, "I am celebrating my first
potato!" LoL *SDRoads

R.I.P. Les Paul

Les Paul, 1915 - 2009. "I have a reason to get up in the morning.... I
do something besides going to the bathroom. Haha I love people." ~~~
Aww, so sweet. What is your contribution to the world? :) *SD

To Overturn

Congratulations to Lisker and thanxx to the judge and Paul Ingels. My
prayers are with you all for Monday*s hearing. To put it in the words
of Lisker~ How can you put it into words? This is a culmination of
years of dreams. For my readers, Google "Lisker and Paul Ingels". :)
*SD

Can*t sleep

I just looked up a word in Google that is on my diagnostic report.
Every item found that I glanced over contained the words "ovarian
cancer". Oh wonderful!!! *SD

X Marks The Spot

I have run the gamut. Now it is time to map things out. *SDRoads

To View

O.k. I just picked up my diagnostic and cytology reports. Step 3. *SD ...

I got it!

It came! The oil arrived in the mail from Egypt via Georgia!! I am so
excited! Furthermore, it arrived at the same time frame I am hopin the
bus with my friend to go get the authorization/referal to the obgyn!
Interesting. Gotta jett. *SD

To Cry and Hyperventilate

"It*s an outpatient procedure. You have nothing to worry about!"
"Shall I Google how many people die from this sort of thing? Shall
I?!" ... "They take gas in insert it in to move organs out of the way!
MOVE ORGANS OUT OF THE WAY!!" jumps out of rocking chair and paces
"Well, not me! Uh uh! Not for me! I am not having that! We*re going to
have a miracle is what we are going to have! You wait and see! I am
going to have my before papers with proof showing what I had, and then
I am going to have my papers showing I have nothing. God is going to
take it all away!" thinks of how whatever ye may ask, ye shall receive
"He can, ya know!! You wait and see!" ~ A page out of my life.
*SDRoads P.S. "Any way, some people get put to sleep and still feel
it, ya know! And they can*t do anything about it cause they*re
paralized!!" ... Yeah, I Google. "I gotta be more like Shanathan. He
got put to sleep, no problem. Shanathan is brave."

To Study

I am studying up on what is going to happen to me given the diagnosis,
from invasive and non invasive procedures, pain levels, and modern
medicine to alternative medicine, along with homeopathic, natural, and
alternative care and cures. Another journey begins for me and this
family. Come along for the ride, all you who are heavilly burdened
with physical complications. Don*t go it alone. We can take the
journey together. We will stop off to smell the roses every so often.
;) *SD SDRoads@gmail.com

The Call

AT 2:51 P.M., P.S.T., THE DOCTOR*S OFFICE CALLED. THE RESULTS HAD BEEN
IN, AND THE REPORT OF FINDINGS HAD BEEN SHARED WITH ME, ABOUT MY
PELVIC ULTRA SOUND, BY MY FAVORITE P.A. THE NEWS IS NOT GOOD. THEY
FOUND 2 AREAS OF CONCERN. I MUST PICK UP MY AUTHORIZATION/REFERAL
TOMORROW TO BE ABLE TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT TO GO TO THE OBGYN FOR
POSSIBLE EVASIVE PROCEDURE. TO JAMES, I THINK THIS IS WHAT GOD MEANT
WHEN HE INSTILLED IN YOUR HEART FOR ME THAT IT MAY NOT BE THE ANSWER I
WANT TO HEAR, BUT THAT MY PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED. I AM GREATFUL HE ALSO
INSTILLED IT IN YOUR HEART THAT I WILL GET THROUGH THIS. THAT I CAN DO
THIS. PRAISE GOD!! I WILL PRAY FOR A MIRACLE THAT I AM COMPLETELY
HEALED BEFORE THE EVASIVE STUFF THAT MAY OCCUR. THEN, I WOULD HAVE
PROOF OF ANOTHER MIRACLE, ALL FOR THE GLORY OF GOD. THE OIL SHOULD BE
HERE BEFORE THE APPOINTMENT AT THE OBGYN. I WILL TELL THEM, ALL OF
THEM, DO THE TEST AGAIN. DO THE ULTRASOUND AGAIN. IN THE WORDS OF
PATSY RAMSEY, GO BACK TO THE DRAWING BOARD. THE P.A. STATED IT IS NOT
ANYTHING TO WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT, BUT THAT IT NEEDS TO BE LOOKED INTO,
AND TAKEN CARE OF. I WILL KEEP Y*ALL POSTED. I MUST CALL MY FAMILY
NOW. I WAS ON THE PHONE WITH MY GOOD FRIEND, TALIESIN, WHEN I GOT THE
CALL WAITING FROM THE DOC*S OFFICE. TALIESIN CALLED ME RIGHT BACK TO
HEAR THE RESULTS. SHE WAS HOPING FOR THE BEST. SHE WAS ABLE TO GET
THROUGH FOR MY CELL NET WAS NOT RUNNING. THANXX TO TALIESIN FOR
SHOWING ME CONCERN ON WHETHER OR NOT MY HEALTH INSURANCE COVERAGE WILL
COVER THIS. THANK YOU FOR BEING KINDLY CONSIDERATE. ABOUT ALL OF THIS,
I FEEL A WAIT (COMPLETE FREUDIAN SLIP ;)) ... WEIGHT OFF OF MY
SHOULDERS. LIKE TERRY STATED, IT IS THE NOT KNOWING THAT GETS TO YOU
MORE. WELL, NOW, I KNOW, A LITTLE MORE. GOOD TIMING, FOR MY ABDOMEN
WAS SWELLING UP AGAIN. ON TO GIVING MY FAMILY THE NEWS. SOME FAMILY
MEMBERS ALREADY KNOW. *SD

Olivia

We, here at the site, are sorry to learn of Olivia Newton John*s
sadness. Me, I*m still waiting for that doctor office call (What else
is new? LoL :o) ). *SD

Howdy y*all.

Please stay tuned. I have some great posts coming. I don*t have time
to text type everything now. As usual, workin from the cell. I STILL
don*t have a home computer, or even a home phone, for that matter.
But, I will, someday. My financial situation will improve, once I am
feeling better. My posts of the day will include a wonderful tribute
to the late Eunice Kennedy Shriver; info about Varian, a cancer
treatment; an update to our JonBenet Ramsey coverage; and a newsflash
about the national health insurance crises and battle. Oh, and a
sooner than expected health crises update about yours truly. I am
looking forward to the day when I can go back to what I do here. I am
always so busy taking care of my family, my health crises, and our
futures, I don*t have time to dedicate myself to this site the way
that I want to. And, I need to. I have my mission, along with my
convictions. I want to state to all of those who follow the site the
usual thank you, but also something more. For those who comment and
all those who write in to the email accounts, thank you for your
consideration and time spent reading my site. This site is still in
the beginning stages. I have been so busy caring for my family,
health, and welfare, that not only do I not have the time to dedicate
to this site the way I want, but I also get exhausted. You see, this
family goes through a lot. But, that is o.k. You see, I won*t miss the
chance of turning lemons into lemonade. That is why this site is here.
We don*t mind sharing our personal journies of any obstacles in life
that arise with the public, because I know, we all know, that helping
others is important. And we won*t give up just because it suits
another, or others. I am proud of this family. I don*t mention all
this family does to help others, and help themselves. Part of the
reason is because of how one of the gentlemen of this family was
raised; It doesn*t count if you tell. ;) But not one of this family
neglects any part of the family, or our health. Ever! Guess that was
just instilled in us. But, it is also a personal choice to not neglect
those most special things. And I won*t allow anyone to state that we
neglect family and health without a response. That, to neglect, is the
antithisis of even this very site. If I can find time to help any
cause in my busy life, why shant I? Look, I can only report so much
here. I don*t report all of our family news. So, no one can truly
judge us, nor me. Nor should they. I hold my dreams, goals, missions,
and convictions dear, against all odds. And I won*t give up. Doesn*t
it say in the great Book that God gives us the desires of our heart?
Well, like with marriage, let no man pull that asunder. I also believe
that the desires of our heart are, in part, a choice. It is a
wonderful blend and balance of God*s creation and our free will, along
with His mercy. I have my desires of my heart, and they bring joy.
They bring joy to me, and sometimes to others. And isn*t that what
life is truly all about? I only report, if you will, document, some of
what I go through, to help others. I don*t mention everything about me
or my family, because A., not enough time, and B., what they do and
what they go through is all apart of their own personal journies. And
those are their stories to tell. I have my convictions and missions
and they are in 7 major parts. One is to help aid in the protection of
children. That is one of the reasons for erecting this site. And, I am
greatful to the people who have written in for that purpose. We can
all help each other. I am proud of this site, stand behind the desires
of my heart, and my missions in my life, and proud to be a member of
this family. My father is a heavyweight prize fighter for the advocacy
of children. Particularly for those with disabilithes, a lot like
Eunice Kennedy Shiver was. So, go easy on us, would ya? :) This is my
commentary, this is my heart. I have to get off of this phone net so
the doc*s office can call through. Yet again, I am advocating for
myself. This time I am getting the office to call me back with the
ultrasound report earlier than the scheduled time. You see, they are
booked solid until the Thursday at nine slot. But, I have waited too
long for this. Another hurdle this family has to overcome, due health
care coverage. I think 3 years is enough. Stay tuned. For the personal
physical pain I have been going through, and the journey I have been
taking, and the documented hurdles I have been hoisting myself over,
and the paths I have taken to overcome just may help you. Something I
write here may spark a light in your life, leading you to your correct
path. You never know. "Who really knows?" ;) *SDRoads P.S. Will proof
read this post later. Outta time as usual. Though I have gotten to be
a pro at text typing really fast. LoL Have a great day now, y*all, ya
hear?

My Update

This is my health update. Doctor visit scheduled for Thursday, 9 a.m.,
so they can be sure to have my ultrasound results. That was the
earliest appointment. Meanwhile, at this moment, I have a near
constant sharp pain in my lower right quadrant of my abdomen. It is
shooting pain to the front, the right side hip, and the back, near the
kidney. I also am having painful trouble with my left leg, ankle, and
foot. But, thanxx to the gift from the health insurance company, I
wrote of in an earlier post, I can now have that looked into. I also
have a wonderful friend from Atlanta sending me a most precious gift
to help me. I will tell you all what that gift is later. I am rooting
for a praise report to be added with that information. The gift
originally comes from Egypt. God is good. ;) I hope you all are having
a great day! Thanxx for your support Taliesin, James, Tina, and Elke,
and all the others. And, thanxx for stoppin by the newscenter. It will
be out of hiatus one day. ;) :) If anyone needs anything, all you have
to do is ask. I will do all I can to help you. Love, SDRoads

To Wait

The wait is still continuing. Is it kidney stones, as one doctor
thought it may be? However, he said we will wait for the ultrasound
that had already been ordered by another doctor. Now, that doctor that
ordered the ultrasound is looking for signs of cancer, particularly
ovarian cancer, along with cysts of varying type, as I understand. I
finally got the ultrasound taken care of. This, after I waited good
and long. The first authorization was lost, or something happened.
Well, I finally got it in the mail. That was a happy day. On Friday, I
had the ultrasound. I made a wonderful new friend while there, and my
good friend, Tina, came with me, for emotional support. Thanxx 'Tine.
Rough time. So, another friend of mine, from Atlanta, told me that it
won*t happen that fast. James said that the techs can*t tell me what
they find. That only the doctor can tell me. That proved true. And
that won*t happen until Tuesday! So, I am told. I wish that I could
have known on Friday. But, all in good time. It is like my old friend,
Terry, put it, that waiting is half the battle. Yeah, the waiting.
*SDRoads

Some never know love.

www.JoinASPCA.com *SD

The Marble and the Leaf

*SD

*Am I under some sort of surveillance? ... If you want to know
something, all you have to do is ask.* ~S.B. P.M.

To Memorialize

We are visiting the Blue Star Memorial Highway right now. Beautiful.
Dedicated to those who protected our country, this great nation.
*SDRoads

To Ride

This is one heck of a bumpy bus ride! LoL It literally feels like we
are on a wagon being pulled by a runaway horse. We are safe, though.
*SD

To Ride

This is one heck of a bumpy bus ride. LoL It literally feels like we
are on a wagon being pulled by a runaway horse. We are safe, though.
*SD

This Just In

I just checked my mail and got a nice surprise. My health insurance
company gave all of their members the most wonderful gift. This is
truly a blessing. *SD

The JonBenet Ramsey n John Mark Karr Discussion Post

Oh, and the back pain! I can*t forget to mention the back pain.

That is in reference to the post below. For another post, I am so
happy to learn of the journalists*s homecoming. Thank you Clinton.
Further, I am sorry to hear of Paula Abdul*s perils. Good night to
all. *SD

To Worry

I finally got brave enough to read a list of the signs of ovarian
cancer. I have every one, so it seems, for I don*t know how long a
complete list is. I have already posted what happened to me and how I
don*t want that happening to anyone else, with respect to my latest
cancer scare, and how long it is taking to get a diagnosis. I mean, it
is either yay or nay. Someone suggested I get a C-125 test, a blood
test, back when Patsy began to get very ill with her last and final
battle with cancer. I have been trying to get help since that time.
That is actually when I had the first cancer. That was a much simpler
cancer to remedy. God, please, I could not go through what Patsy
Ramsey went through. I do not have that kind of strength. Nor do I
have the greatest of medical care. But, perhaps that will change now.
I recall reading in her book, or somewhere, that Patsy developed
anxiety and took a medication for that, due the cancer scare and
crises. I already developed that, it, the scare, had already developed
into that. Look. If you know something is wrong, don*t let doctors
tell you otherwise until the cancer becomes really apparent. Don*t
give up. I am still fighting for my rights to get the proper care I
need. All this time. To the point I was hurt by two doctors. They were
wrong before. I refuse to give up finding out what is wrong. Just
tonight I learned I have the signs. Here is a partial list for you,
the reader. If you, or anyone you know, possess these signs, seek help
immediately! Here we go. Signs of ovarian cancer: swelling or bloating
in the abdomen, urinary problems, pelvic and/or hip pain, TROUBLE
BREATHING!! This is a partial list. This is why I don*t let this case
go. One of the reasons, anyway. If you kept having dreams about a
murder case, and the people involved, would you turn away? And don*t
think for a minute it is not rough to not turn away. I have, as Patsy
said, gone past being embarrassed. I have down right been hurt trying
to help with the case, writing about it, getting to know people
involved, or involved with the involved, so to speak. But, I can*t
help but wonder, is ovarian cancer, or any kind of cancer, hereditary?
Would JonBenet have contracted the disease, and have been thrust into
the battle, gladly positioning herself at the frontline in order to
help others? Now she is no longer with us, and we will never know. Her
mother, so involved with the second largest battle of her life, the
death, and murder, of her daughter, rendered unable to join the front
line to help the masses in the way she would have wanted? And now, she
is gone. So keep on with your insults, gossip, mis diagnosis, errors
in judgement, and slander, and give it all you got, if that is what
you live for. For I will not be silenced! And, I*ve got God on my
team. If I can just help one person with my story, all is not lost.
Another good story, Cancer Smancer. Will write about that book and
author later. I have yet to read it myself. Meanwhile, I refuse to
give up, even with all the badmouthing, walls, and hurdles. I will
answer the battle call. And that is my frickin commentary. *SDRoads

From facebook, regarding the movie Perfect Murder, Perfect Town, a great movie.

July 30 at 10:35amSd RoadsI remember when I saw it I was thinking, "See, they are innocent! I knew it all along." That part where "Lou" questions "Patsy", I was watching with Key. Now he had a strong reaction to that part. He said something like 'See? Now that*s a woman who*s...'. I nearly shrieked and jumped out of my seat and startled a resounding "INNOCENT! YES YES SHE*S... Read More INNOCENT! YOU SEE THAT!". He quietly retorted, if one can quietly retort, "I was going to say guilty." We debate the point, every so often, nicely and peacefully. Now, I DO understand Speaking*s point above. And, perhaps even agree. Speaking is a smart cookie. But I feel their innocence so strongly, I was near blinded to those messages...
July 30 at 12:34pm · DeleteSd Roads... that eminate from the movie of which Speaking writes. And then, that part where "Patsy" states, "Is this the lie detector test?... I*ll take ten of them." Innocent I say! That actress depicted Patsy perfectly and beautifully. Interesting timing for all this. I just had a long detailed dream about Lou before I woke today. *SD
July 30 at 12:43pm · DeleteSd RoadsI hope Brooke sees it, too. And Nancy. I saw it twice. It depicts the true fight between good and evil. More later on the "shlokey" bit.
July 30 at 12:46pm · Delete
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Date: Wed, 05 Aug 2009 08:34:36 +0000
Subject: Google Alert - JonBenet
To: SDRoads@gmail.com

Google News Alert for: JonBenet

Former volunteer rescuer guilty in cold-case murder
Daily Camera - CO,USA
Who knows after 20 years if this was poor cop-work like on the
Jonbenet Ramsey case? Just sayin'. My family has waited for 22 years
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To Wonder

I wonder just who this Anonymous is. ... Hmmmm By the way, hi to J2.
:) Ironing clothes. Only 9 more to go. Then, time to reeelax. Have a
good morning now, ya hear? Well, it IS after midnight. *SD

For Tracey, and the newest one of our clan.

God Bless. Love, Sxox

We are human. Let's all be human together. -SDRoads

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cH2X5PolerA

My Tribute To The Girls, Farrah, Marilyn, and JonBenet. -SD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0z2TWkwD6M

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BjfUnjudWg&feature=related

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PluRW3_FEt0&feature=related

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxPb0n6pJAE

 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IuZgkVvyV-o

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofaCGy-wVV0

 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NVHw4UFhIv0&feature=related

 

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photo of SD times 3 as a collaboration of 2 artists, taken in 2008, fashioned after the intro shot for Charlie's Angels, entitled "Ange" (my nickname as a kid).

 ~model and editor: SDRoads

 ~original dedication of photo to my dad for all the years he worked for the studios... and me.

 : )Thanxx Dad!!! Love, SD

 

Marilyn died in 1962. Farrah died at the age of 62. Jonbenet was born the day after Marilyn died in another timeframe. -SD

P.S. Oh, and the Father figure reference represents God, the Father. This, in order to denote where the 3 angels are, in Heaven, one can only hope. The three angels, SD's Angels.

READ ALL ABOUT IT! READ ALL ABOUT IT!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WcAlA4iY_kY

 

 

 

SD

MY Cryptogram

SDRoads

Good bye

http://listen.grooveshark.com/#/song/Goodbye_My_Friend/12143468

To Tana

Play this for the kids. : ) Sorry, I couldn't create the link on this one. You will have to copy and paste if you want to use it. I hope it helps. It is a different sort of classical, on so many different levels. -SD

http://www.experienceproject.com/song_meanings.php?song=Mama&a=Spice+Girls&s=537&t=s

For someone special. ; )-SD

http://technorati.com/videos/youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3Dg06TP17rSA4

Shout out to Heaven

~Heaven help me heaven help me
Talk to strangers talk to strangers
Heaven help me
Over you
Help me over you
I can't seem to take these changes
Everything reminds my heart of you~

~Deon Estus

We are human. Let's all be human together. -SDRoads

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cH2X5PolerA

mm

It is the eve of Marilyn Monroe's death. Good bye Norma Jeane. -SD

photo of crypt from wikipedia
photo of MM "Source for this image: Marilyn Monroe and the Camera
Photographer: Frank Rizzo for Paris Match, Spring 1962
Another picture by Frank Rizzo"- from GLAMOURNET.COM


Wait a minute! JonBenet was born on the same day that Marilyn died!!??!! No, She was born the next day??? -SD ..... O.k. Marilyn Monroe died on the 5th of August and JonBenet was born on the 6th of parallel August. Hmmmmm And they have nearly the same eyes............................. -Me

Today was the big day.

In the previous post, I wrote it*s about time because the docs waited longer than they should have to do anything about my previous cancer and my current scare with it. If it wasn*t for two angels sent down from Heaven, such as my current P.A., I would be worse off. What happened to me could happen to anyone, and I don*t want that to happen to anyone else. I will let you all know the results as soon as I find out. God bless you all, and have a great rest of the day. Love, SDRoads

It*s JonBenet*s birthday eve eve!!

:) *SD

Tomorrow is the big day.

Testing the lower right quadrant of the abdomen for anything suspicious for the Big C. It's about time. I am a bit scared, but also, relieved that I will finally know what is up. Who knows, ... humph, "Who really knows"? Maybe it is something real simple like to fix. I am hopin and prayin for the best. Good night y'all. -SDRoads

Fwd: Google Alert - JonBenet

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Date: Tue, 04 Aug 2009 03:06:48 +0000
Subject: Google Alert - JonBenet
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Google Blogs Alert for: JonBenet

Closed Eyes Who's Killing Our Children by Jim Benish « Yvonne ...
By yvonnemason
Author and retired detective, Jim Benish, announces the release of a
new book, "Closed Eyes Who's Killing Our Children" In the book, the
author examines the murder cases of two Colorado children –and finds
similarities to the JonBenet ...
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Google News Alert for: JonBenet

associated press photographs JonBenet Ramsey ( above ) and Aarone
Thompson are two Colorado girls who lived vastly different lives , but
their deaths have produced cases with striking similarities . The
girls were named after their father and were 6 years old when they
were last seen alive .
Unlike JonBenet, missing girl may get justice
Washington Times - Washington,DC,USA
But the cases of JonBenet Ramsey and Aarone Thompson are as striking
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Please pray for the people of Baja

6.9 earthquake. *SD

Fwd: Still on hiatus

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Date: Sat, 1 Aug 2009 15:09:42 -0700
Subject: Still on hiatus
To: roadssd.thenewscenter@google.com

We, here at the site, are still on hiatus. Well, the site is, anyway.
I hope everyone is having a great summer. Thanxx for stopping by.
*SDRoads

Fwd: Google Alert - JonBenet

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Speaking of JonBenet.... | keyword value
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No offense to Ginnger

... But that yessiree response was a bit comical. Anonymous, I take it you don*t like a good Ginn and tonic. Don*t answer that. ;) *SD

For Anonymous

Hiya. Hey, I get your point about Ginnger. Now, I can*t say I agree with it, whether fully, or in part. But let*s just say that Ginnger was absolutely right about a couple of things, and that back up proof was given down the line. The whole thing was that Ginn didn*t want my feelings to get hurt by someone, the way I see it, anyway. It was like, avoid it since ya can sort of thing. I don*t want to be one of the victims. And Ginnger didn*t want me to be either. Oh, I am sure that wasn*t the sole purpose of the warning, but, I feel it was a component of it. Thanxx for your input, Anonymous. ;) *SD

Hey! Check out this site with me.

Let*s go. :) *SD www.stronginchrist.com

Gimme a Ginn and tonic!

Hah. Ginnger*s advice had nothing to do with that scam from Nigeria. Those scammers are runnin rampant, and no one seems to be stopping them, it seems anyway. They send that crap out to people whom weren*t even scammed, just to get information. *SD ...